I have bipolar 1 psychosis, and ran out of seroquel. When this happens, I begin to vividly audio hallucinate, mostly in my left ear. I hear music to the point where I legit FEEL THE SOUND VIBRATIONS in my ear.
Right now, George Michael has been singing about how he needs to have faith in my ear for the past hour. Over. And. Over. And over. Again.
But psychosis is weird, so then it like suddenly hits what would be a guitar solo and the Backstreet Boys are singing “As long as you love me,” and then I hear:
“every breath you take. Every move you make, every step you take” by the Police’s backup vocals in a rhythmic melodic chant… FOLLOWED BY FUCKING GEORGE MICHAEL ALL OVER AGAIN.
The worst part? It’s not like I can call and make a noise complaint. “Hi, 311? Yeah, a bunch of 80’s/90’s pop stars have taken up residence in my left ear and are making a racket. Can you kick them out, please? THANKS!!!”
I’m going insane. Well, more insane than I initially was… fortunately the script gets refilled tonight! \(^o^)/
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