TLDR: See meme. That’s basically the gist of this post.
I made a post the other day about how my stress levels brought back my bipolar psychosis.
I felt that the best way to alleviate that is to reduce my stress level and take it easy. I wanted to give myself a couple of mental health days.
And now I have no idea what to do with myself.
In theory, I would play Skyrim. But a virus forced me to factory reset my laptop, so I’d be starting all over again – which means modding. That daunting and agitating task is the last thing I want to do on a mental health day. In a perfect world, I’d pay someone to do it for me. I might save up some cash for that, actually. Someone gets paid, and I don’t have to fucking mod lol.
I tried to play the Sims but I was surprised at how quickly I got bored. Normally I get lost in creating story lines for all my sims, but not today, apparently.
I just moved into this area, so I don’t have any friends to go see.
I’m waiting to start my garden after the exterminator comes for a nearby hornet nest that gets pissed off whenever I walk by. We can’t find the nest, but the amount of yellow jackets that manage to get in the house, and then die is enough to know they are nearby.
^ That, and whenever I walk past the area that I will garden in, there are a couple of the little assholes waiting for me. Gondor has called for the exterminator’s aid, but that message has not been received yet.
I did watch a few fascinating documentaries on honeybees! And that’s going to be the topic of my next educational post. But I’m supposed to be giving my brain a break… and I am just sitting here with free time that is supposed to be used to take it easy/relax, and I don’t know what do with myself.
My brain is perplexed by the concept of taking it easy, it seems. lol.
There’s a reason my text layout includes the little dots and extra paragraph breaks. If you’re interested in the reason behind this, I explained it here.